Starting again...

I am going to start my diet again.
I am going to keep my calories per day between 1,000 and 1,200.

I am going to keep my carbs down to 50 per day, for now.

This means I am going to have to go grocery shopping I think.

Oh poo.

I guess I will get a lot of meat, and things high in protein.
Eggs, and.... maybe some lettuce.

All I really want right now though is a twizzler... lol

falling far behind....

So I am back up to 196. I guess I let myself go. I am in a new relationship and I feel comfortable so I guess I was just doing my thing-- and being me. I am not going to stop being me, but I do need to stop eating the way I am eating. I am thinking about joining a gym but not too sure. I do need to start doing something though--- because I do not want to reach 200 lbs again. I want to get down to 170.