Stuck in a rut...

I am definitely stuck in a rut.

I am sad and depressed because of the breakup.... and I just keep eating. I am always hungry. I need to find something that will suppress that....

So I was thinking about buying those bee pollen pills...

I don't know what to do. I just feel lost lonely and sad

And I will like I am going to die alone. :( and never marry anyone... ever.