This is a picture from this summer at the beach, with my wonderful charming handsome boyfriend and I.
My boyfriend and I are on similar diets, however he started his before mine, so we are at different points. He has been sick a lot lately too-- so he has been "cheating" more than I have.
I know he reads this (hi eric!! <3)
I find myself cheating on my diet more when I am around him. Which isn't always a bad thing, because sometimes it is okay for me to give into my cravings with food. I think I just have to get some more will power because my grip on this diet is starting to slip I think.
And I really want to get down to at least 200 pounds by November. (so, 20 pounds I would have to lose)
Blah, I just did really poorly yesterday and today on my diet. Tomorrow I am going to a family party and I am going to want to eat there too. Fuck fuck fuck. :(
I know he reads this (hi eric!! <3)
I find myself cheating on my diet more when I am around him. Which isn't always a bad thing, because sometimes it is okay for me to give into my cravings with food. I think I just have to get some more will power because my grip on this diet is starting to slip I think.
And I really want to get down to at least 200 pounds by November. (so, 20 pounds I would have to lose)
Blah, I just did really poorly yesterday and today on my diet. Tomorrow I am going to a family party and I am going to want to eat there too. Fuck fuck fuck. :(
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