Banana Nut Cheerios-- and Guilt.

I am the one in the yellow :)
I love when I hear people telling me that I look so good now, and I am doing well.
My team member for teaching said "hey, i saw you in the hallway, didn't recognize you if you didn't have your backpack on.."
and another girl from my class said "i thought you looked different..."
My dad notices, people at work notice, my boyfriend notices...

I notice it too, most days. But I still see my stomach, my arm fat that dangles (haha, forest gump-- jenny taught me how to swing, i taught her how to dangle...) and my B cup sized back boobies....

One day though, that will all be gone :)

11 more pounds to lose until I reach 200!


SO, I weight 211 now... (which is a 23 pound weight loss since beginning of September)

I was feeling fantastic (actually going to the gym soon in about 30 minutes with one of my best friends!)

Then.... I picked up my half full container of Banana Nut Cheerios. Lets just say, that container is empty, and I probably consumed a good... 80 carbs or so. dammit.

Lets see, this morning breakfast 11 carbs, lunch 16, lollipop (shit i shouldn't have done that!) 10, 2 icepops 8 carbs..... so thats 45 carbs.

plus...the 80 or so I just consumed in Banana Nut Cheerios.

There goes my day... Hope i didn't want to eat dinner... lol.