I do not feel motivated this week. I wish I were motivated, I think I went to the gym on monday, and I took a walk on tuesday, but after that I didn't really do anything. I have been slacking on my eating too, I guess starting tomorrow I am going to try to go hardcore with the whole "only 90 carbs" thing.
I need to stop my craving for sweets, maybe if I tell myself that carrots are actually chocolate I will eat them-- and pretend.
My family loves that I am losing weight-- except for me already losing 25 pounds is not good enough for them. It has to be more, and more, and more, etc. blah Blah BLAH.
I want to try to get down to 170 by next fall. So hopefully I can do this, it is going to take a lot of hard work, will power, exercise and pretending. Haha.
I think I might start doing workout videos in the morning before I go to classes, that might be more valuable than sleeping till 10:30 everyday... haha.
I will do "Skinny Bitch BootCamp" I am really exctied about it, so maybe it will help. I have noticed thought that the half mile walk to class does not make me HUFF and PUFF anymore...
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