Determined...

By the way... this is my cat :)





I've been trying to be good on my diet, and I have been. However, recently I have discovered that I lack the willpower I once thought I had. I need to regain that willpower and not regain any weight. :)

Right now I am at home (not at college, but my actual house) where my cat is sitting above my head, purring at me, nudging his warm jelly bean toes of death against my neck. I love this feeling of being adored. Haha.

I have a really awesome and supportive boyfriend too, that really helps. He is incredible and made me dinner the other night, I got home from class to my apartment and he had made honey mustard chicken with broccoli and homemade vegetable soup. :) It was quite delicious.

I am thankful to have support while I am going through this (and through this I mean my journey of losing weight) Its helping me keep on track-- and I now see that eating the way I used to is unhealthy-- and I do NOT want to gain the 23 pounds that I lost back... I want to loose 23 more pounds :)

I set a goal for myself, I want to get down to 200 or 199! by January 1st. So that is 11 pounds in almost two months-- I think I can definitely do that.

I may have lost my I.D (student I.D.) to go to the gym at school-- so that means money down the drain to buy a new one-- but I guess it is worth it if I can exercise. I did go to the gym twice this week though-- and walked to class 4 out of 5 days.

I can do this. :)