Holidays are over-- and so are my horrible eating habits

Lately because of the holiday I have been eating chocolate and cookies everyday. I LOVE chocolate, I even had some truffles in my purse-- just in case I needed it.

Well I was honest about having them in my purse after my boyfriend convinced me that we should start going at our diet hard-core again. He threw out the chocolate.

It made me upset just because he was wasting it, I would have rather he gave them to his mom.

But anyway....

I think I have come up with a new points game, something that I can actually stick to.

3 points= 90 or less carbs a day
2 points= exercised for at least 35 minutes
1 point= no snacks after dinner
2 points= no snacks during the day with more than 15 carbs in them
1 point= for not weighing myself that day
1 point= only drinking water that day


I know these sound simple, but it is definitely what I need to start off with.
I need to try to get a 10 point day every day. When I reach 70 points I am going to buy myself something pretty....


or you know... spend my money on art supplies... or... pay my rent... haha.


IN OTHER BREAKING NEWS----------

While I was filling my cup with water today I heard the sound of my sister crying from upstairs. Why was she crying you may be wondering? Because she weighed 190 pounds, and that is the biggest she has ever been.

I came upstairs asking what was wrong, she told me, I then replied 'hey i can jump on the scale and you can see how much I weigh, that might make you feel a little better "

I guess it did, until I said to her 'hey we might be weighing the same soon!' haha.

I'm a bitch. but anyway, if she really wanted to fix the way she looks she can work at it like I am doing.

Btw, I weighed myself today (in the afternoon, after I ate all day and (TMI for most who would read this but I gotta say it ...i haven't pooped in a few days either... haha) and I weigh 208.

I was down to 204 in the beginning of December. I need to get back down to that and my goal by end of january is 190. :)

I can do this! and I am sure as hell going to try!