I feel like I talk a lot of talk-- But I don't do anything about it.
I SAY that I will go to the gym, or ONLY eat 20 carbs a day...
But do I do it?
No.
I need to put my money where my mouth is. (is that the phrase? idk)
Writing that also signifies talking-- because right now I am not at the gym, or watching my carbs.
Maybe I had under 100 today, I know I did. But I DEFINITELY had more than 20 carbs.
My boyfriend will not be seeing me this week, I make him angry apparently because I am "childish, dumb, stupid, etc." and he can't stand things that I do, or say, and I drive him up a wall.
He needs time to himself, and he can glady get that time.
I need time for myself too. To do me.
Me. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me.
Me. Me. Me. Me. Me.
Me. Me. Me. Me.
Me. Me. Me.
Me. Me.
Me.
This week, since I won't see him (and when I call he will probably ignore the phone call, or won't talk anyway) I will just go to the gym everyday, do homework, relax and take care of myself.
Because like his facebook status states... " New Goal: Worry about only me, and no one else"
Maybe I will follow his words, since he will be doing the same.
Can't wait to see what 'treasures' this relationship holds...
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