To buy or not to buy? (more fitness DVDs)

Today I weighed myself and I weigh 1.9.8. 198. 198. 198. 198.

Omg, 198.

I haven't weighed 198 since.... 11th or 12th grade? and I am in my 5th year of college.

New goal... 185 by the end of February.
I want to at least lose 2 lbs a week, possibly 3 if I really force myself.

With the Jillian Michaels thing it says "lose 20 lbs in 30 days" I wonder if I actually did it for 30 days would I really lose 20 lbs? I guess I am up for the challenge.

SO lets say hypothetically speaking that I will lose 20 lbs in 30 days. What if I started tomorrow? BY... March 2 I could be 20 lbs lighter--- which would put me at.... 178.

Then hypothetically speaking... what if I went on the no-carb diet for REAL and actually lasted the 2 or 3 weeks... I could lose 10 pounds--- which would put me at 168.

I could be down to 160 by the end of April.
Hypothetically speaking---

But what if that was my goal.
What if I want to reach 170, or even 160 by the end of april.
I think I might be able to do it.


That would give me 13 WEEKS to lose 30 lbs.
However, 13 x 2 is 26... so that would be 26 pounds.
Okay, how about 15 weeks... by May 14th I want to be 30 lbs lighter. (which would bring me to 168)

Then I would only have 8 more pounds to lose by the end of June.

I think I can do this.
I know I can do this.
I will do this.
I'm doing it.
I will accomplish this.
I can I can I can.